Everyday i wait for him to get to school. But if i didn't see him i will feel so lonely,sad, and the pain that inside my heart. But at that moment i saw him my heart will keep bumping and bumping. Every time when he look at my directions i feel so scary and nervous and don't even what to do! Now everyday in lunch i didn't got to see him so much. Eveytime when i got to school i always look at the direction where he usually come to school. Even thought i didn't got to see him in the morning but i said to myself. " I will be able to see him later." But in my mind at the same time i think will i be able to see him later or after school? i very don't know what is my answer was. But today i got to see him when 7th and 8th grade switching class! "HAPPY." I very don't know what i should do but as long as i know Christmas Dance is coming and he going to be their. I was kind of happy and worry at the same time. Because late dance he find out i was hiding! But as long as i know no matter i wait for 10 minutes or 100 years i will still wait for him. maybe to others Love is very a "Happy" and "Sweet" thing. but to me for sure is something that very "Painful.""
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